It’s been seven days since we’ve been officially apart. I just wanted to Thank you for these incredible two years and seven months that you’ve decided to stick with me.. We’ve had our share of ups and downs, and i will never forget the happiness you’ve given me that i never thought i would ever feel. I love you so much but unfortunately my time with you is up.. i’ve served my purpose in your life and now you too have realized it’s time for you to move on to better things in life. I admit, a lot of the time, i wasn’t the greatest person. But i just want you to know i’ve given you everything i possibly could, to be the best man i could be for you despite the somewhat bitter end. To me, what we had was the only real thing in my life. Whenever we were together, nothing else mattered, i did me, you did you, and everything was good. We had the time of our lives together..Spending late nights out knowing either of us would get in trouble or whatever.. but despite the consequence, we decided being together at the moment was so much more worth it…when we talked this morning.. it was clear to me that the life of this relationship had finally died.. i’m genuinely happy that you’re doing well.. you know, going out, having a good time and all that other stuff.i remember when we first started talking in November of 2008, happiness is all i’ve EVER wanted for you.. and if being without me is the way you find that, i’m more than willing to completely disappear from your life. You said you wanted to stay friends, and hang out and stuff and you know i’ll be here..you know how you said i never tell you how i feel anymore? it’s because i felt like it’s times like this where i need to be heard out.. this is when my words matter most… I love you Ashley, i appreciate everything you’ve done for me, we’ve honestly been through it all, and i will never regret anything we shared.. My only regret will be not being the best man for you.. i never thought i’d see this day come .. i’m gonna stop here, because crying and typing is stupid.. but anyways.. Goodbye..Take care.. and Thank You for everything..
P.S Please don’t forget me…
This was the first picture of us together.. it was February 6th 2009.. 10 Days before i asked you out. it’s days like this that’ll be with me forever.
trying so hard for someone. putting so much effort so that you two could both still be friends/boyfriend/girlfriend, whatever relationship. but then you know what happens? it blows up in your face. you’re just sitting there reflecting on everything. and everything that you believed was complete bullshit. and everything you did was just completely pointless.
Last night. I got your girl into “Last Stand”. I used “Deep Impact” to “Double Tap” her “Bouncing Betty’s”. She sucked me like she had “Iron Lungs”. I’m glad i had “Painkiller”. We went all night using “Extreme Conditioning”. Her “Sleight Of Hand” got me to “Sonic Boom” all over her face. Luckily for her I used “Steady Aim” so none of it went on her hair. We went round for another round because i was packing “One Man Army”, and you didn’t hear us because we were both using “Ninja.”